Come at me fam what’s on yer mind
A lot of shit. I've just been feeling a giant hatred toward myself. Everything I do feels like a failure. I just keep slipping further and further into my own problems and nobody cares cuz they have their own shit to deal with. No matter how much I try to fight the old me, it always comes back. I'm tired of my life and I'm tired of not getting help. My school councilors said they would get me therapy and last week and they still have yet to do it. I just want to happy with myself and the world around, but it feels impossible.
Can you explain to me how exactly are you a failure? I do not know you very well but from all the things you share with the community you seem to be a successful person in many things. Though I do not want to argue with your unhappy mood I at least want to let you know I can be a friend and lend you a hand, ear foot or tail. I’m sure that your mood will lighten up. Maybe do some positive things to help clear your mind. Like what are your most favorite things to do? and I’m sure you don’t need a counselor all that much( I find counseling to be very negative in a way, it’s as if they are trying to change the real you, fixing something that does not need to be fixed, but that’s only my opinion anyway). Speaking of positive, is there anything I can do for you? I know I still have to do that one special thing for you, is there a character you would like me to draw? I really want to lighten your mood right now. You seem to be in so much pain but there is literally nothing I can do for you except maybe give you art. How exactly can I cheer you up? I say this because I care.